Well this past week I had a major milestone for this year. I took and passed the last test required of me for my new venture in the world of insurance. I was relieved but then all of a sudden I had some free thinking time to put a lot of different things into perspective. What I have found is this whole new venture of insurance has been tougher than I ever imagined it to be. On top of that I have found that some of my first pieces of business were written incorrectly. I so much want my clients to be at ease in their minds. Financially I’ve been under a greater strain than ever. For some reason I’ve missed the pastorate more and more here lately. My son is going through some challenges right now living life as a teenager. My wife is going through some medical test in the next couple of days that she is not happy about. Just a lot of stuff is all happening at once.
God is always good to give us the right word at the right time though. I’ve been teaching through the plagues in Exodus during our Sunday School time. As I was teaching on the plague of the (gnats, fleas, lice) whatever you want to call it, I thouht about how God was using such a small creature to bring disorder and chaos into the lives of the Egyptians. This is interesting because Pharaoh, who was worshipped as a god by the Egyptians, was believed to have the powers of bringing order out of chaos and yet he is helpless when it comes to these plagues. Pharaoah fails in bringing order to his people.
What do we turn to for order in our lives? We lean on jobs, people, and possessions many times. Gosh I have learned over the past two years that those can be taken away from you so easily. They will never bring you peace and order. Instead they only give us a false sense of security.
What do we have? We have Christ. Colossians 1:16-17 (ESV) says: For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities—all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together.
Jesus Christ is who holds it all together. Does this mean that my life is easier. Absolutely not. It means that my faith in Him can see me through all of this stuff that is happening to me. The most important thing in my life is not that I can pay all of my bills, though that is important and I am doing that right now. No, the most important item in my life is that I be conformed to Jesus Christ. That is the order that He wishes to bring to me. And in this process I believe that He will make life bearable. Praise the Lord!
Now, have I got a firm grasp on this. I wished. I must confess that I allow Satan to take my eyes off of this and focus on the circumstances. So I ask your prayers. Please pray that I can get my own devotion down pat.